is my age today
is your age when you earned your angel wings
is the date of our anniversary as a couple
is a number we both loved
and 30
is my one big reminder that you are really physically gone
as i lay here in this luxurious bed that i rented for my birthday
i remember the past years when you would sing to me at midnight
that cheerful happy birthday song
and you would greet me, and hug me, and kiss me
and we would make plans where to go
we were together for 14 years
we became an us when we were both 15
you always said on our 16th anniversary we would do something grand
you told me that since the years that we've known each other would be longer than the years we didn't by then,
that it was a perfect time to celebrate
except we didn't make it to that and i regret it
i wish you were here
i wish i had you to hold for the rest of my days
i wish i didn't have to make it on my own
i wish i didn't have to make this birthday wish
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